contemporary artist

October 5 17 / day 277

The pattern

Posted on by julian

There’s a pattern emerging here. Can you see it?

I can.

Falling, falling deeply. Falling in and not minding the cold.
Breath it in, and back out. Letting it go.

Falling in with my practice very easily. Then falling right back out. Lacking discipline. Trying to desperately grasp it, like a slippery bar of soap. I can’t force it, won’t force it. It’s as much a part of me as the waxy blackheads on my nose. Accepting it is all part of the journey, as part of the practice.

I’m getting better at recognising this… my lack of urgency. It’s ok not to be OK.

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